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Silenced or silent?

If you go to work and ignore the obvious every day without talking to each other and doing something, I really don't understand how this cannot eat away at your soul. Your patients are husbands, wives, parents, children, grandparents, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, cousins, friends, veterans, active military, law enforcement, firefighters, neighbors, even your own coworkers.

When I first felt a hint of trouble, I immediately started talking to friends, family, strangers, and publicly for all to hear and see. I went to my high school graduation page and let everyone know. I said if anyone wants to talk to me about this or has any questions that they can message me. When silenced in social media, I came here. When I knew of the possibility of mandates at work because President Biden was signing Executive Orders left and right to mandate the American people to take the experimental shots, I asked to speak privately with both the big boss and HR to share my thoughts. I said even though I may be the minority because others seem to be just going along with this, I want you to hear my views to make sure you know they exist. I said if this is a possibility here, I would appreciate a heads up so I can make plans to work somewhere else.

The emergency room R.N. in the video below gets it. This emergency room nurse deserves the right to sleep through the night knowing she did her best to inform others in whatever way she can, risking it all because she is aware and cares about people -- she cares about you, your family, and friends:

https://leemuller.substack.com/p/single-most-important-video-to-watch

There are always difficult situations that arise, it's called life, but how people can just go along with it and not try to figure out a way to change things is beyond me.

For anyone that has lost a job, a home, a loved one, or just about anything without them wanting to lose it, they know there are ways to bounce back. Those that have never experienced this, feel there is no other choice, but in reality, there are so many different choices, just a matter of whether they wish to consider them and decide to take them.

At some point, people need to come out from behind the curtain to show their face and say I'm a real person, and what I have to say is important enough for me, me as me and all the world to see me say it.

At some point, people will need to decide, what side of history am I on and how can being silent, when I know better, be the right side?

Talk to each other. Power in groups.

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This is so true!!! I agree 100% if you stay silent you are complicit! I had many people ask me if I wanted a “fake” vaccine card so I could travel, or so my kids could play sport, or so they could go to certain colleges, but if you do this you are also complicit!!! Make a stand do something in your life however small to make a difference.

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People don't want to listen though. I have remained anonymous with my exemption because I am afraid to create a hostile work environment. I need to keep working at this time. I think there are only about 5-8 people in my entire hospital who has refused the jab. In the beginning I attended anti-lockdown protests. I don't administer Covid injections at work, so do not believe that I have directly harmed anyone. I have not encouraged anyone to take the injection. I have told patients that the injections don't work. I don't think the responsibility is on me to risk loss of my job to provide information that is widely available and even on the package insert for the injections. People must learn for themselves and take responsibility for themselves.

If I was in a position of financial independence and I could be more outspoken, but at this time, I am not and must look out for myself and my family. My husband lost his job for speaking openly about this scam in the beginning. It is not fair to judge people who must work to feed their families who feel they must keep their head down. If more people come forward, I would feel more comfortable. But people where I lived went along with the lockdowns and everything, never took a stand just went along. Maybe we are all cowards, or just looking out for our own family.

I will say that I have spoken to close friends and even family and the information fell on def ears. I have been honest when asked about if I took the jab though and never bought a fake document. If people ask me, I'll tell them what I think of it. No one discusses it. And I have seen lots of weird reactions after the mass injections.

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Aug 28, 2022·edited Aug 28, 2022

"...If more people come forward, I would feel more comfortable. But people where I lived went along with the lockdowns and everything, never took a stand just went along. Maybe we are all cowards, or just looking out for our own family...."

Remember that it starts with you. But I do agree in being smart about it. Not everyone is a rally-leader or has a platform in which to speak and reach a large audience. You have to help who you can. And you being there with your "head down" actually put you in a position to reach your hand out to a few who wanted another way out.

Edit: it was particularly frustrating because a lot of people who went along with it were usually doing it to participate in society in some way (continue their job, travel, etc). There was no discipline whatsoever from some of these people. Are they proving the elitists correct in being so "useless" in their consumption.

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I think many people, including those who I have known just wanted to live their lives. They wanted some semblance of "normal" and wanted to put their head in the sand. I understand why. This was extremely traumatic, especially if you saw it was primarily a scam that people in government were lying and that basic liberty was being attacked.

I didn't know the historical precedent for it, which was helpful for me to learn. It's not the first time they tried to force "vaccinate" people.

I was proud of my husband who spoke out to everyone, even at his job. He was angry about it and didn't keep his mouth shut. Consequently, he lost his job. He did find another job and has had to just not say anything about it at work. I wish we could find other sources of income. We are still quite a way from being able to retire.

I have spoken to a few at work who were against the lockdowns and I think one person might not have taken the jab but I didn't ask him.

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That was a great (but of course anything "great" is also quite disturbing)

link, thanks.

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Seems disturbing the norm these days. I understand and accept economic fluctuations and world power contention, but outright wrong is wrong. Sadly, it is at so many different levels it is difficult to focus on how to make change. I say make change how you can. We are all in different situations, but I know each of us has a contribution to make.

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Silent! Words matter!!!

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What ways are there to bounce back? What if a family member is ill? I mean we are about to go through a very severe economic crash because of the money printing during the scamdemic. People don't want to be broke and dependent. Why should someone risk their own food supply and family for people who are ignoring readily available information? You can lead a horse to water but can't make them drink. I'm not going to risk myself for people who are too stupid to think for a while about what they should put into their body. A "vaccine" mRNA gene therapy injection developed in a year, for a disease that's not much worse than the flu. Come on, people have to have some accountability for themselves.

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Everyone's situation is different, I agree. The point in which a person says I've done all I can (for now or maybe ever) will also be different and is a personal decision. If a person needs to focus on their own situation alone, I understand, but hopefully as you explained, not actually part of administering or misleading, like you spoke about. I think in your heart you know where you're at and doing best you can.

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I have mentioned to many patients that the injections don't work, and have encouraged people to not take any more. I had a guy with chest pain and extremity numbness since the jab and I told him that it was unusual and that he should not take any more. There are lots of weird reactions to it, tons. Even colleagues with weird symptoms. It's kind of obvious that it doesn't work, right? If you get sick and you had the injection then it doesn't work, stop taking them.

I can't make someone care about their body. They must find that within, to care about their health and well being. They have to want to know about what medicines they take do to them and learn. I'm here if they ask, but I can't force people to care.

There was one patient who I spoke with who said that she developed an autoimmune disorder from the Covid shot. Her body was destroying her own platelets, she needed multiple platelet infusions and had been admitted for this. She said she though it was from the shot. I said yes, it could be, others have reported it. I don't know if she has died since that time. It's really sad, but I am in the emergency room and can't stop people from making bad choices.

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I tell people to report adverse reactions to VARES. That's the best I can do for now.

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I think you do protest too much

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I kind of resent the accusation that I and other health care providers that have tried to stop people from taking the jab are somehow complicit in a crime. I don't think so. People decide every day what they do with themselves. I have no obligation to stop them. If I am not giving them this injection, I have no blame in the outcome. They kept quiet and now when there is a problem, blame me? I don't think so. They are responsible for their actions. Or from now on, people must be responsible for their choices.

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Just wondering why you are so upset about it if you are ok with what you have done. I for one am done with helping people feel ok about their actions. I am totally about self responsibility. But that is not a reason to nullify your responsibility. Not everyone is in the same position to effect change. But I stand with everyone who tries, and doesn’t make excuses.

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Yes, I can sleep at night and look at myself in the mirror. I have done as much as I can. I just don't think that I should be blamed for this, for not screaming "no don't do it!" because there have been others who have. For example Mike Yeadon and others who have urged people not to take the shot.

I just think that people need to take responsibility for their own choices and learn how to make responsible decisions in the coming years. The idea that a doctor or medical person knows more than the person making the decision is faulty. People need to learn about their body and how to keep it healthy and they can't trust CNN.

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Happy your family is cared for

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“If I was in a position of financial independence” this is all I need to know about you…your decisions were based on money… unfortunate that people can be bought…

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Yes, so very interesting to hear what seems like very difficult change ends up being a huge quality of life improvement! While I'm sorry you were treated that way, I'm glad you found a way to make it work out.

I too was, maybe still am (?) the one going against the grain, but can't help being the logical person I am who takes calculated risks and doesn't want to take my health for granted. Why put myself in a situation to potentially harm my health where others would need to help me more? My kids are just becoming independent. No need for me to start becoming dependent on them.

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I am a retired physician...at 42 years old because I would not take the vaccine! With all this data coming out on excess mortality around the world and cases of sudden death in 20 and 30 year olds, I am certainly glad I stuck to my guns!

I would normally say that I cannot believe how easily people went along with this mass vaccination campaign, but the truth is, I am not surprised at all. I mean, the propaganda was so thick with this one. And most people choose the path of least resistance in any given scenario, whether that be because of complacency, fear or the distractions of life. Politics also played a significant role here too, although, both Trump and Biden pushed the shots on people. That really should tell you something. No matter your political leanings, the government is not your friend.

100% safe and effective does not exist in medicine. It is always a matter of weighing the risks and benefits of any procedure, medicine, treatment, etc, and these rushed mRNA vaccines were certainly no exception. Through corruption and bureaucracy, the laws passed allowing for EUA did a few very important things: 1. It legalized the administration of a novel and potentially gene altering therapy without informed consent. 2. It allowed for pharmaceutical companies and our government to intentionally lie to us without consequence. 3. It unknowingly enrolled billions of people into the largest ongoing experiment in human history. 4. It forced doctors to choose between a comfortable life and the oath they took upon graduating medical school - the Hippocratic Oath, to do no harm.

I made my choice. I wish more people had joined me in resisting totalitarian madness.

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Are you familiar with Dr. Trozzi, who made the same decision as yourself?

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I have a conservative friend who is very anti mandate ... she was a big pharma rep and, when I told her the vaccines were neither safe nor effective, she argued with me ... she had been shown a slideshow saying otherwise. She was not given any links so she could not provide me with data but clearly she had felt completely at ease peddling LNP coated mRNA toxins based on this single presentation. She and all of her work friends. She was triple jabbed herself, no issues! Obviously there were also delicious assorted sandwiches at that Pfizer presentation as tasty conference room food has more power to sell a product than any other single thing. She is quieter these days, certainly mot advertising around that her job is to sell kill shots

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I wonder if a pharma rep gets saline shots? Redundant question I guess.

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Nah … she is not interesting or intelligent enough to protect … many (most?) people just y lucky with these shots and she is one of those

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@ Lee Muller

Excellent rational...

Sleeping at night is an important thing...

I retired early, actually had little choice, they were gunning for me, because

I railed against giving countless pills (often crushed) to people that didn't need

them and they were harmed. Factoid: Calcium supplements are crushed limestone,

ask your pharmacist.

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Suzanna- I did not know that about calcium supplements. Are they ALL crushed limestone? I assume they are very dangerous if that is the case. Should we try to get all our calcium from food sources then?

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Genevieve,

Ask your pharmacist and he/she can explain. My Mom was always wanting the vitamins and

supplements on sale at Walgreens. She also c/o GI distress. There were oyster shell versions

in the past. There was a chocolate chewable around for a while. I stopped taking Calcium

supplements after doing some research. The best way to create usable Ca+ is to be up

and moving and walking. The mineral is dynamic, moving about/organic chemistry.

There are foods that give up calcium if you think you need it. The store brands are ground

up limestone and it can be irritating to the gut. Do a bit of research, talk to the pharmacist,

and educate yourself on this topic. Then take a walk. Smile.

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Suzanna- That's good news about walking and moving around- I am always very active, and hope to remain that way. I remember those chocolate chews- they were called Viactiv or something like that. I took them back in the day too. I will have to do some research on this to learn more about it- I appreciate your feedback!

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I've always lacked the discipline and deep pockets for supplements, and I have no prescriptions either (knock on wood). Rarely pop a pill for anything maybe 3 times a year? Maybe this is what's working for me because I basically eat whatever I want too. Some people say I'm just lucky, but maybe nonparticipation is what makes me lucky?

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Cowards! Especially if they know. Criminal! I can’t even begin I get so 😡

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9) If none of the above, you then work for one of the conglomerates that has so infiltrated the US government that safety protocols do not apply to you and laws have been passed to assure your unsafe products are forcibly injected into the bodies of “consumers”. You might be Albert Bourla

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For those people harshly judging those who didn't speak out openly the way you think they should have: The moral goalposts can shift quite fast when convenient to the beneficiary. Like the pro-lifer whose daughter gets knocked up. They quietly make their way to the nearest clinic, get their "do-over", and then go right back to the protest in front of the clinic and continue preaching.... And we saw this kind of behavior all throughout the plandemic...reminiscent of Robert Ringer's "Looking out for Number 1..."

A good example of a vocal dissident, Dr. Mercola, said in one of his videos how many of his peers were afraid to speak out. And those who did speak out against the vaccines themselves or any of the major mandates got cancelled in different ways (insurance, business partners, suppliers, co-workers, etc. distancing themselves) Mercola's independent from Big Pharma, and you will notice that the majority of the people who spoke out very publicly had that independence. But those doctors with student loans and/or grants/funding from Pharma or some elitist foundation were much more reluctant to speak out. I agree that some of that behavior was cowardly and disgusting. But I also acknowledge that some of these people could still help while being "within the system". For example, that nurse who refused the jab quietly but continued to work might try to keep unnecessary patients off of a ventilator or whisper a suggestion that the jab is unnecessary.

The [perceived] fear of the boogie virus and the subsequent inability to participate in "society" unless they took the magic potion was very real for some people. And no amount of logic could pierce them while they were in their psychosis (and I suspect that was the whole point of the fearmongering). You don't have to be the loudest or most outspoken person in the room to offer assistance. For me, I just calmly made some suggestions to people willing to listen. But the amount of top-down censorship on the major social media platforms (Facebook, Twitter) was insane. There is no point in blindly throwing yourself on a sword. I can understand the need for people with smaller/less independent platforms to be more strategic in how they engage the fear while simultaneously helping people.

A lot of "useless eaters" put their job/travel arrangements/hobbies over their health. And there is no amount of advocating that would have changed that. That's a tough pill to swallow....and I'm sorry to burst anyone's bubble. I know that some perpetrators are obviously more "responsible" than others criminally and "morally" (e.g. most politicians [especially those who double as WEF/Big Pharma/Rothchild agents], hospital executive staff, health officials, all mainstream media actors, pretty much all pharma staff who developed or distributed the vax, international bankers, et al). In fact, this was a great way to get the masses to fight among each other and lose sight of the larger enemies.

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Where there is a will, there is a way..

They could told have their trusted contacts and asked them to pass their messages on from the start.

People gossip; yet they did/do not bother to share life-and-death information!

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